I'm terribly sorry that I haven't blogged in a long time. I've been doing a lot of surveying of the soul. I would like to make this a cheery blog, but I have had a bad day. So this is my non-cheeriness.
Sometimes, I feel like nothing because I see people that have everything. I wake up, and I believe in myself and then I take a step onto the front porch of reality and it all hits me: I'm not perfect. I feel unwanted and not needed. Sometimes I feel like I'm worthless. But then I realize that there are others like me, there are other people that feel the same way. Those others are typically known as human. I like to express my feelings, whatever they are. Whether or not that makes me a good person is not the point, the point is that I am not perfect. I have bag under my eyes from sleepless nights of trying too hard. I have nails down to the because they're chewed on when nervousness strikes. I have scars from my physical and mental accidents. But then again, I have a mind that helps me write. I have a mouth that speaks the truth. I have fingertips that type out what is actually happening. I have dreams of being better and helping people. I have hope for the future. I have a heart that never stop caring. And I have a hand that never stops giving. Sometimes, I wonder about my future, your future, and their future. Sometimes, I just sit and stare at my future and wonder if I can really meet so many expectations. Sometimes, I sit and dream about what my life will be like and what I want my life to mean. Sometimes, I just sit and dream. This is what you never truly know, so do you really know me now? Am I worth knowing? No matter what goes on in my life or yours, remember that I am only human.
Yours Truly.
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