The Running Emotions

Once again, I'm sorry for not writing in a long time. Time has been scarce lately. It has gone by so fast, I feel like I'm losing part of my life. Anyways, on to my blog.

Lately, my stomach has been filled with butterflies and it has been doing gymnastics. Of course it's only when I see a certain boy or talk to another certain boy. It's rather annoying. I don't want to feel like I'm going to hurl every time I see a boy that I have feelings for or every time I just talk to a boy (over the phone) that I have feelings for. It is not fun.

Another thing is that I am the champion of bottling up emotions and tucking them away in a corner of my mind until one day I just blow a gasket. If somebody makes me mad, I don't tell them. If somebody upsets me, I try to not show it. Lately it has been getting harder for some reason. It's getting harder to shove my emotions aside and be a statuesque Leanna. It isn't easy at all. The only thing that is keeping me from going completely insane is Jason Mraz and writing. Honest to God. No joke. Maybe it isn't only Jason Mraz, but good music in general. But he is still the number one best artist on my list.

Stress is also ranked high on my list of emotions to eventually deal with. I haven't officially dealt with having a job, having hard classes in school, looking at colleges, preparing for the ACT, and having time for family and friends. I'm not good at multitasking. It brings out the worst in me.

But no matter what, I'll live because tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow is a new me. Tomorrow is the start of the rest of my life. So I don't have time to sit back and stress over the little things.

-Leanna